i have an ear infection.
have you ever had one?
the makeyoucry kind.
it's annoying to type this post right now,
that's how much it hurts.
on top of that, this is a very bad week.
a notgood week.
im not good.
i can not feel hope.
have you ever been free of hope?
it's the heaviest feeling of them all.
misplaced feeling of grief, anger, blah blah blah.
if i could just get right.
you know?
you know.