every time you put your clothes on i'm so convinced it's over and still, you keep on coming around.

November 2, 2009

I’m sure how much longer me being convenient for you is going to be convenient for me. I hope that doesn’t sound too harsh, because I’m don’t feel badly about it. It just is what it is, and we can keep trying until we just don’t feel like it anymore. It’s not really that imperative. If I’m very realistic with myself, this was never supposed to be more than it is. That either makes you terribly lucky, or unlucky. I’m not sure how you feel about it.