it would be nice to google marriage advice without having christianity and jesus shoved up my ass and down my throat.

what? only people that believe in god and the noise that follow get married?

fuck that.
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i've never in my life felt so incredibly alone in the world.

and every single thing inside of me is boiling.
spilling over.
because there is no where to pour it.

i'm also sure i'm the only one in the world that sees my life the way i see it.
and others.
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i went through some of this before.
on the other end.
i know what's going on.
i fucking hate it.
i will not be made a fool of.
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someone save me.

please.