i guess i cant rest until i know it's over for everyone.
maybe something will happen eventually in life where everyone can be happy.
i dont want to think about it anymore.
or the distance.
because im sad and a little jealous it cant be me.
i feel on the outside again.
a phone call a day should please.

in other news the bottle is always more than half empty.
but the cup is always full.
and i think it must be my fault...
because this song is on repeat.
and considering...all things...what did i expect?