i wont tell them what dicks i think they are.
any of them.
.
not here, nor there...or anywhere.

sometimes during the course of a day i feel as tall as trees.
today i felt as small and brittle as a bird bone.
and more and more every day i find myself being vague and offish
because i just have no idea who anyone is.

i think most people are just so fucking full of themselves
and i am
and i dont want to have people push themselves into my life that i dont want
and i dont want to have to push myself into the lives of people i love.
or dont love.
but who really cares, right?
and who is counting?

anyway...
the people i care about the most are all batshit crazy.
so whats the point of trying?


im a terrible person.