ive always been a selfish girl.
things like that seldom change.

sitting. i will sit all day.
wait for this to pass.
every morning is the same.
today is much worse.
so it must be real.

i can hear them ringing with disappointment.
i feel it too.
for all the same reasons.

shes always been a little more than selfindulgent.
but i dont mind.
do you?
i didnt imagine so.

it's days like this that i wish for just one day to be someone else.
if i were a practical girl, i'd wish to never feel like this again.
hm.