Saturday, March 26, 2011

discovering what makes the heart grow fonder. i keep digging.

after all these years...i'm still stupid.

i imagine everyone i know in a room together.
it would be a complete party of chaos.
i imagine apathy and alcohol-those are the things the people i know are made of.

i imagine everyone i know in a building together
each in their own room
and i could visit anyone i please.
they could come to visit me one at a time,
or i could arrange parties.
but use caution when planning the guest list.

i imagine staying in bed for months on end.
it will nevr happen again...
but it was lovely.

i was pleased.
everything was delivered to me.
i hardly had to leave the bed, let alone the house.
when i did venture out, it was always for pleasure.
never business.
now im all business.
i feel fuzzy.
not in the sweet way.
in the other way.

i guess i'll figure it out.
or not.
either way....

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