i was cool.
once.
swear to god.
at least i think so.

what happens to you as you get older?
which parts of the brain shift?
when do you wake up uncool?
were you ever?

i was so tough.
i was  crass.
now my hair is long
my voice is soft
and my drinks are weak.

im almost certain i was those first things
and i'd never be those last things.

but now im certain im fighting myself.
sitting by myself.
cursing myself.