i wouldn't trade these past few years.
delightful insights of a twentysomething party girl.
i know i  know i know.
i think of all the grief i've caused.
to you and them and whothefuckever wants to think i've caused them grief.
i've searched for years to find the answer.
why why why.
but now i know.
i know i know. i know.
i fucking know.
i suppose if someone robbed my of the last 10 years of my life
i'd resent them as much as you resent me.