i'm a little drunk.
but not drunk enough.
not enough to fuck.
or give a fuck.
never drunk enough to give a fuck.

sucking on a cigarette.
chewing the side of your cheek.
you're restless
wandering up and down the hall.
i can't imagine anything more than this...
though i ache for it.

starting trouble.
starting something.
just to feel alive.
kiss me.
pinch me.
just come over here.

i want a quiet room
on a dark night
with no restoration of my eyelids.
no admiration from my lips.
just null and void.

sweat dripping from fingertips
and my lips are on the side of your neck
but my heart is in your teeth
and i told you i'd keep yours with mine
so please don't bite down.

i see the light blinking.
and now you're a little scared.
but i don't care.
i don't care.
i'll just take my clothes off and wait for more nothing.