some.

i get so bored
at the boring
and the over-processed
and excessively made up,
and the ass kissing.
i get really fucking bored with the ass kissing.
i wish it were summer and all of my afflictions could be cast as a shadow.
my nails red
and my lips white.
fuck.
bottles and ashes
and kisses on my face to make me feel a little sick
like i'm slipping.
and god,
did i mention i'm just so fucking bored.